I would regret it if I ever left...

Hey blog,

It's been a week.
Sorry
but I guess I've been going through a bit of remembrance and other things
I've had one of those times where everything that I have now, reminds me of everything in my past
I thought temptations would get easier as you avoid them...

I love this song

The Scene Aesthetic - So Peter, you've become a pirate
You can tell him that I'm waiting,
You can tell him that I'm not coming home
It's been a couple weeks debating,
And I'm still not sure if she really knows
Fight off your urges to tell her how you feel,
It can only cause you problems tonight
Hold tight till you leave, then decide,
Whether the timing was wrong, or was it right?

Cause I know I would, regret if I ever left,
Take a look just a little closer,
Because she's the one that makes it feel like home,
And I see now, but I can't fight these feelings,
Wait here just a little longer,
Hold on tight you're about to lose her,
These feelings that I have inside for her

Call me a friend when you're in dire need of,
Falling cause I'm always there to help you up,
Call me when you have a place to run away from,
Call me cause I...

Cause I know I would, regret if I ever left,
Take a look just a little closer,
Because she's the one that makes it feel like home,
And I see now, but I can't fight these feelings,
Wait here just a little longer,
Hold on tight you're about to lose her,
These feelings that I have inside for her

Give me a chance to prove that I,
Could be your one, your inspiration,
Cause I swear, I won't, mess it all up give me a try,
I know that I have my own flaws,
But they just build my motivation,
So take me, right now, before I start to change my mind

Cause I know I would, regret if I ever left,
Take a look just a little closer,
Because she's the one that makes it feel like home,
And I see now, but I can't fight these feelings,
Wait here just a little longer,
Hold on tight you're about to lose her,
These feelings that I have inside for her


I guess you could say that this is how I feel.
I have been debating over and again in my head.
and I don't know what I need to do.
I just know that I can't fight things anymore...
Every time that this person isn't around I feel like it isn't quite right.

I guess that's how it's supposed to feel...
I mean look at the garden of eden. Genesis.
Adam and Eve got kicked out of eden because they lost unity with God.
They lived in perfection and then they were without God and they weren't in their home any longer.

I guess that's how love is supposed to feel.

- robert